I’ve been through it so many times, Each time you think its run its course. Things are looking up and you’ve left that solitude to rot by itself.
Suddenly an event occurs and you realize, even while looking it striaght through the eyes, you had been fooled.
It trick however relies on a common human weakness. Don’t once doubt yourself. Because just how this cycle has taught you before, all you indeed have is, yourself.

When times press me that seems to be my only source of encouragement. I’ve got my own self… And even if that’s not enough at least its not dependant upon anything else.